Okay well... I went to AX this past weekend and I had one of the best times of my life!
But let's get to the title here, because that's really what this is all about.
Well on Friday night, the first night of AX, I went to the 18+ dance that night because I really wanted to hang around with people and dance to some crazy techno music. Heh. Anyways, two people I met earlier that day ended up showing up, Paul, my fellow Schrodinger, and Travis, the incredibly hot Alucard with really beautiful eyes. Paul... well he's frikin adorable. He couldn't really dance, but that didn't stop him from doing it. Travis kept distracting me with glowsticks, what can I say? I like shiny things!
So the night wore on, it was about 11:30 I think when Travis started to actually dance with me. It lasted for a few moments here and there and slowly he danced with me more and more. My head was reeling all over the place, first of all, because I had kissed him when I hadn't kissed a guy in over 2 years, and secondly, I couldn't fathom why someone I found so hot would take their time on me. I've only ever been called cute... seriously.
Eventually our dancing turned into little kisses, then hard kisses, then french kisses, and continued on from there. Now this is where me being an uke comes in. I had no idea what I was doing! I was completely overwhelmed and let him lead everything. I just used to think I was old fashioned and wanted the guy to make the first move, but nope... every move was made by him. I overthink every little thing.
I enjoyed that night so much, and learned a few things along the way, especially that I like my neck bit. Heh.
After that dance, Travis walked me back to my room and we got to talking. I told him about losing my house and my mom having cancer and then he looked at me all sad like and I was like 'what?' He said something along the lines of 'And you're still so happy.' I can actually hear him in my head right now. So we kissed a couple times on the way to the hotel room and then in the hallway in front of my hotel room (where my friends Liz and Chris and their MOM were sleeping inside) I had the most mind-blowing makeout session of my life. I didn't want it to end, neither did Travis. *laughs* I figured out so many little things in those few minutes that I will never forget. (For one, I like being pinned against a wall... heh)
But eventually I had to go and Travis gave me the CD he got at the dance and he left and went in, took a shower and went off to sleep.
I still can't stop thinking about him and that night, especially since I know it was probably just a fling and nothing will come of it, since Travis is a total flirt, years older than me, and for the rest of the con was attached to Crystal. *sigh*
Oh well... this lil uke will just have to find someone else to be her seme.